Sid Roth welcomes Ruth Fazal

Sid Roth: My guest Ruth Fazal is red hot for the Messiah; you see the Lord gave her in the Spirit a new violin bow, and when she plays things change, atmosphere changes.  As a matter of fact, tell me about, and we started on this story on yesterday’s broadcast Ruth of the time you were going through some problems in your life and you were laying on your bed and you felt your forehead being stroked.  Explain that.

Ruth: Yeah, this is really different; I mean I’m certainly use to knowing and feeling the presence of the Father, I mean that’s one thing.  But this was different and it was like I come in late at night and I go into bed and I felt as though somebody sat on the bed, you know like you’re in bed and someone comes and sits down and it’s like, it sinks a bit?  Well that’s what it felt like.  And just His presence there and just I felt this hand on my forehead and I just heard a voice saying “He just sent me to tell you how much He loves you.”  And it was just the most amazing amazing thing because it was different from, I mean, okay so the Father could have come and done the same thing and I just want to tell you how much I love you.  But there was something about the fact that He’d actually sent someone, He sent an angel I suppose to tell me that and that meant so much to me at that time, it’s incredible.

Sid Roth: Did you actually feel the hand going over stoking your forehead?

Ruth: Yeah, I did, I did, I felt I felt that, I did feel, have to say I did feel it.  But do you know what, I didn’t see anything, I didn’t see anything.

Sid: And when you heard His voice, what was it like?

Ruth: It was the same kind of way that you hear for me that I hear God’s voice.  It wasn’t like an audible out loud voice; it was just that deep sense of knowing on the inside that that’s what was being spoken to me.

Sid Roth: I love your CD “Joy in the Night,” because you are progressively going deeper and deeper into God, until you reach and capture His presence.  Let’s hear a selection from that called “I Cry out.” (Worship excerpt)  You know Ruth I told you that I’ve been listening to your soaking music, especially the first CD which we haven’t heard yet called “Songs from the River.”  And when I read about the angel stroking your head, as I’m soaking I visualize the Lord stroking my head and His anointing going into me.  And just by reading that and listening to your music I believe that I am being changed as I do that.  There’s so many things that are happening to people as they listen to your music.  But you have soaking meetings at your house, and all sorts of things happen, tell me about it.

Ruth: Yeah, well there kind of a little different, there not soaking meetings in the sense that I’m you know playing and soaking people, we have these night, we call them Glory Nights and the whole thing is just really to come into His presence and to wait and to see what He wants to do and what He wants to say.  So you know sometimes we might put one of my CDs on, but I’m not kind of on in that sense because I’m just taking part like everybody else.  But once in a while you know I’ll go over to the keyboard or I’ll just start to play and oh, gosh we’ve had some amazing encounters.  Sometimes…

Sid: Describe one of them to me.

Ruth: Well, I remember this one time, these evenings have really taught me about how to be childlike in realizing that when we’re childlike it’s often the time that we’ll find that God will meet us so powerfully.  And I’ve realized how so many times I’ve refused to be childlike because it just seemed to be too too silly.

Its Supernatural: Well, you know that same thing happened to me when I speak; I first started hearing Words of Knowledge of people being physically healed and I thought it was me. I didn’t realize it was God; it took me a long time to figure that out.

Ruth: Yes, so it’s a little bit like that, but I mean I remember there was one time for instance; this is just one example where Larry the guy who kind of leads or he sort of leads the meetings for us and he’ll just say something like, you know he really senses that God’s opening up something for us in the room and we need to just come into it.  And I remember seeing on the floor in the Spirit, not seeing physically but seeing in my spirit on the floor it was like a line and I just thought I heard the Lord say Ruth, I want you to get up and walk on that line.  And I’m thinking, “Oh, this is silly, you know I mean I can sit here in my chair and walk on the line in the spirit and it’s not like the line’s really there.  So anyway, but I felt, “Okay, I will I’ll be childlike, I will get up and I will walk on this line.”  And so I started and I started walking on this line, in a sense you could say it was an imaginary line, but it obviously wasn’t because as soon as I stepped on it I felt like I had stepped into something in the spirit and I was like I was walking a type rope.  And the Lord was, and He was causing me to be able to walk across this line and I walked right to one end of it and then I turned around and I came back and I just knew that it was the whole thing of not looking to the left or to the right.  And it was like it was this path the Lord was saying, “I’m putting you on this path, and that you are going to be able to walk on it and you don’t look to the left or to the right.  And it was such an encounter with Him, I would have totally missed that if I just decided to sit in my chair and sort of do it in the spirit if it were.  Ha-ha.  So you know from that point of realizing that okay, I’ve got to be childlike because otherwise I’m just going to miss so much that God wants to say and do.  And then I found that it was in times like this that when He would actually now start to give me things that would relate very much to my playing or to something that He was wanting me to write musically.  And so it’s been amazing and I’ve just, basically I’ve just decided okay, I will, I will be childlike because I don’t want to miss anything that God is wanting to say or to do.

Sid Roth: When you play the violin, I can tell you this from personal experience there is such a deep, deep in fact I feel it as we are doing this interview; such a deep presence of God.  I think that all of the years that you soaked under that great outpouring of the revival in Toronto is coming out as you play that violin.  People are being healed of their spirit and their emotions and their bodies.