Sid Roth welcomes Tracy Leigh

SID: Hello, Sid Roth here your investigative reporter here with Tracy Leigh. Unbelievable what happened to you Tracy. I mean at such a young age, being an alcoholic, and being into the New Age, and being obsessed with sex, and only having eyes, so to speak, for women; and then you left home. How does a fourteen year old cope when you leave home?

TRACY: You don’t cope. You don’t cope. You make up a totally different human being and you walk in it and you become that person. So I walked in a sophistication that was not mine. I paid attention to the older women, to the girls who had been in the circuit for a long time, and modeled my walk, my talk, and my actions after them.

SID: And actually you’re making a lot of money, you’re into drugs, your sexual perversion, of every kind.  Prostitution, stripping; all of the things that you see in the movies, that doesn’t happen in real life, but unfortunately it does happen in real life. But then you started getting some troubling dreams.

TRACY: Yes I started having dreams that would wake me in the middle of the night screaming because I would be in pain of gunshots. The dream would start that everything would be fine. I was in a brothel in New Orleans, Louisiana. That’s where the dream was set. I thought it was from a past life. So I was there, and I remember running, and I see myself on the stairs; and I come running down the stairs on the side of a building into an alley way. And it’s all cobble stone and I’m running, and I’ve got this red nightie on – long red night gown – and I hear boom; a shot. And I get a shot here, and it’s fire.  Instant fire right here on my back. And I’m on my face on the ground and I here click, click, and the last shot wakes me up; and it’s the last shot to my head.

SID: Now what did you do about these reoccurring dreams?

TRACY: I had to go to New Orleans. It drove me. I couldn’t – they drove me. I knew that because of all of the things that I had been in – you know the reincarnation; the believing all of these things, that I had to go and I had to deal with this thing or die or go there to die. So I put it in my heart and I settled it in my heart that I’m going to go to New Orleans. I’m going to live this out and if this is the way that I die and be over all of this, that’s the way it’s going to go.

SID: Okay, what did you find in New Orleans?

TRACY: I found sin. I found, I mean mouthwatering sin and I loved it. I loved it! I worked the bars then, instead of prostituting myself – I did prostitute myself in New Orleans, but I worked the bars; mostly graveyard shift, tending bar. And that’s when all of the sickos would come out, between twelve o’clock at night and ten in the morning.

SID: Now what type of people would come out at that time?

TRACY: Oh, the people that the enemy uses to torment; witches, people that are human beings, but you would never know it because of all of the hatred and their bodies actually changing.

SID: Changing? What do you mean by changing?

TRACY: Their look changes; the face of a human but it’s not human.

SID: Sounds almost like it’s demonic.

TRACY: Very, oh, very demonic.

SID: Were you into lesbianism then?

TRACY: Oh, yes.  Oh, yeah.

SID: So you thought you were a lesbian?

TRACY: No. I wanted everybody, but I preferred women. You know, I liked being with women. See what it is was that I could not get over and play the game on women you know – because they’re women. So I would have women girlfriends and then go play the game on men so I could get over on them. You know and lie to them; and anything I said they would, okay, fine. Let’s go out to dinner and then they’d take me out to dinner and if they wanted a favor, they had to pay.

SID: Why did you leave New Orleans?

TRACY: I hooked up with some sick-o and ended up going up to Princeton, New Jersey. And this is where God really, really, really started working in my life. I had envisioned things and hurting a young women like me…I started getting very violent with women and I started having very horrible, horrible, horrible thoughts that I was planning to work out; I was planning to work them out.

SID: Just give me an idea what kind of thoughts.

TRACY: Abductions; getting involved in snuff films and I was really wanting to get involved in hardcore pornography.

SID: Take me to the time you looked in the mirror and really saw Tracy Leigh.

TRACY: I got really scared when I was in Princeton and I ran back to Florida and hooked up with some other guy and went down to Key West; and I was down there for a couple of years. I had a whole lot of fun, but you know with practicing with witchcraft. You can’t just put it down and just walk away, so they were following me everywhere and everything was happening.

SID: Who was following you?

TRACY: Every demon in hell it seemed.

SID: So you couldn’t change locations.

TRACY: I couldn’t change locations. I would say just stop it. I’m not doing that anymore. I just wanted to have fun. Leave me alone; just leave me alone. I’m here to have a good time; I don’t want to make a commitment to you.

SID: Okay, so you’re living with another sick-o. It seems like there’s sick people – it’s like a magnet and your looking in the mirror; what happened?

TRACY: It’s been another night of doing 8 balls of cocaine; shooting it up in my arms and smoking it when I couldn’t find a vein. And he had gone to work. The only reason he was there was because of the money and I looked in the mirror and I didn’t like what I saw. And memories of a little girl who loved God came floating back. The beauty had faded. There was no beauty left anymore from the abuse and the mileage and the drugs. I was ugly and I was painfully hurt and I just wanted to die and I was going to take my life that day.

SID: And right at that point you prayed a prayer. What was it?

TRACY: I sat down on the floor and I said, oh God if I haven’t gone too far, I can’t take this anymore.

SID: And then there was a knock at the door; I mean it almost sounds like a movie but it isn’t. Don’t go away – be right back after this.